Remember my name, "Fame"

Baby look at me, and tell me what you see...

Even if you haven't seen the best of me yet, I still feel as though I have had a lot of it taken away from me. These past few months have been stressful as I have moved out of one apartment and into another in the pursuit of a cheaper cost of living. I downsized my entire life including the bed that I have called my own for nearly 10 years and a desk that belonged to my older brother when he was in high school. Letting go of the past is inevitable in preparing for a brighter future.

Today, at Target, while I was ONLY supposed to be shopping for a wireless router I picked up 4 CD's. One was for me, but one was for a friends upcoming birthday, so I can't talk about that one. Another was the Soundtrack to the remake version of the movie "Fame". I am a BIG TIME FAN of the original movie and I am on my way to becoming an even bigger fan of the new one. Especially since they got Naturi who played Lil'Kim in the Notorious movie to play the lead character's role. The new version of the title track from the film is incredible. It sends chills up and down my spine thinking of it being my theme song on a fast track to stardom but then I let out a big sigh and dream of a wish that may never actually arrive. The other CD was a Dance Hits compilation but has some REALLY great remixes on it. So all in all yes, I wasted MORE of my hard earned money, but in all fairness, i-tunes does not work on my roommates computer and until I can figure out my self how to install the "self-install" kit for High Speed Internet from Comcast, then I am stuck without my connection to hit singles and will be forced to get the first weekend $9.98 promo offer at Target.

I'm feeling incredibly lazy today. My lack of a sense of urgency overwhelms me when I look at the clock and see that is is nearing 3PM and that now my day is shot to shit. I rolled out of bed around 10 AM, which is pretty much half the day for me. I was too tired and worn out from a long week to head straight to the gym so ideally I will muster the energy to go right before closing time tonight. I left the house closer to Noon to make the trek to Target for the wireless router and now that I am back home, as it turns out, the trip was pointless because I can't figure out how to install it properly. I don't understand what kind of cable company comes out to your house and leaves an unopened modem, and a box labeled "Self-Install Kit". I mean is that the service/labor fee that we paid for? I could have driven to their office and picked it up myself.

Either way I am stuck on my roommates computer and am dying to be on my own. I am dying to live in a world of my blog and make desperate attempts to write more often and consistently for my slowly growing brood of followers.